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My back hurts so bad.. I just want to be knocked out.. or dead. I hate this.

Feb 28th

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It's in that instant

It’s in that instant where when you really want to talk to someone and you know they don’t want to talk to or they have to go do something and you say you will let them go so they can do whatever and you wish they would say..”Nah, it’s cool we can still talk.” and it won’t or doesn’t happen and your hope is crushed. Yeah.. just happened. I don’t...

Feb 27th

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So pissed beyond belief. At everyone and everything. How stupid am I to even care anymore..

Feb 26th

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It's NCA...

Of course it matters.

Feb 26th

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I'm sorry I'm not sorry.

I haven’t done anything in weeks..I haven’t even been answering phone calls or text messages from anyone.. I get up, go to school, come home, go to practice or work and that is it. Yesterday I went to the movies and when I got home I felt even more depressed. I just sit here sulking all the time thinking everything is going to magically place itself back together like nothing was...

Feb 25th

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Feb 24th

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I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

Feb 24th

2 tags

Void

Good night out at the movies. Now I’m home to my family and this house still seems empty. My room is even more empty, everything was on a thin line… My life, my emotions, my relationships, and more. Then this whole entire wave of darkness swooped upon me and I didn’t know what to do or how to do anything..I still don’t know what I’m doing. I’ve messed up a...

Feb 24th

When I see his name my heart still drops. I get nervous and I feel like I’m going to lose my composure.

Feb 23rd

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My bed feels empty. So do my emotions. I’m like a black hole of nothing and everything. I’m apathetic and I don’t know why, my feeling should be stronger. I’m sick of trying, I’m sick of crying, but most of all I’m sick of lying. Things won’t get better I’ve tried everything I could do. Maybe one day…but for now I must face the world...

Feb 23rd

Can't I just have one conversation.

I feel like no one wants to have an actual conversation anymore. I give up, haha.

Feb 21st